I feel guilty when I don’t write

Hey readers. I hope you are well! I know it’s been a while since my last post. There are plenty of posts that I want to get out and share with you all, but I’ve been a bit under the weather. I wish I could find the gif that would summarize who I feel right now. It would be so much easier. Basically:

Me well = world domination

Me sick (especially when throwing up) = Leave me here to die

 

Went to the doctor today (after getting sent home from work, boo!) where they ruled out strep throat, pregnancy, and actual dying. Instead when she pushed on my gallbladder I nearly jumped off the table. The gallbladder is one of those organs I never give a second thought to. Like the appendix or the pancreas. I also hope those are the right spelling/variations of those words. And I’m too tired to actually Google their correct forms, but you know what I mean.

I’m hoping it’s not my gallbladder, because I really don’t feel like having surgery right now. I have way too much to do. For starters my birthday is in a few days, I’d like to actually enjoy the day, not spend it puking in bed. My daughter’s birthday is at the end of the month and I really need to get to planning her party. (Post on that later). It’s Summer Reading at the Library -one of my FAVORITE times there- and I already missed day one. Ugh. And a bunch of other things. I’m actually falling asleep as I write this so I’m trying to finish up my brief update.

Basically I hate being sick. I don’t get sick often, but when I do it really knocks me out. I miss my kids, and spending time with them. When I’m sick all we can do is cuddle and watch cartoons, which only keep a toddler’s attention for so long. Thankfully I have a lovely husband who is helping care for me, and a darling best friend who is also caring for me and the kiddos while I’m trying to recover from this hell.

Say a prayer for me friends if you will. I’m going to sleep in the hopes I will make it to work tomorrow!